Adik Sayo!!!

You’re beautiful syndrome (the never ending fantasy)

Yes poh! hindi ko na ipagakakaila pah, adik poh ako.. adik sa mukhang ito, wala naman sigurong masama mangarap di ba? wahehehe(masama lang talaga ang tama ko sa kanya). nalaman ko nalang na din na ko makakain, makatulog at makapag-isip ng maayos dahil sa kanya, nasisisra na buhay ko, muntik ko ng hiwalayan boyfriend ko(wah… maawa ka naman!!!). sa tingin ninyo, ano bang nagyayari sa akin??? Tulong!!!!!!!, Pero bago ang lahat ipakikilala ko muna sya sa inyung lahat….. Shing… Shing… tadah…. siya poh si Jang Guen suk, soulmate ko(sa panaginip!!!). bagong talent ko.. este, bagong kinababaliwan ko… know why?? hmmm… wala lang gusto ko lang ang role nya sa Korean Dramang You’re/he’s beautiful… hmmm.. sira ata ulo ko… wehehehe… wala lang talaga gusto ko kasi ang pagiging cold hearted nya, mayabang, mapagmataas, masungit, mayaman, singer, model, gwapo at mahal ko… sabi nga ng boyfriend ko…

BF: ano ba nakita mo dyan, di ka papansinin nyan, di kayo bagay mas bagay tayo (feeling!!!!)

Ako:(masama tingin sa kanya, parang lalamunin ng buhay) Ano ba paki-alam mo, eh gusto ko sya kasya sayo, so.. pasensya ka, ano hiwalay nalang tayo?(Galit talaga ako!!!)

BF:(Malungkot) sorry na… joke lang yun, kaw naman.. labs kita kahit labs mo yan… sorry nah..

Ako:(di pa rin tutuwa) ok… cge hanap tayo ng mga cd nya..

Ayun.. bili agad ny Dvd, palaging sinasayang ang Oras paka makita lang siya sa Internet…(para na ako sira)… sabi nila lilipas din yan.. pero bakit baliw pa rin ako sa kanya.. arggg.. (itigil mo na to, baliw ka na)… at ngayong gusto ko lang ishare ang kagwapuhan nya.. sana di kayo mainis…. Yeboy!!! shing.. shing!!!..

Here are some Pictures:

Jang Guen Suk as(hwang Tae kyung)

Yeh Boy.. I lab Yah.. Mwuah… Shing.. shing.. shing…

Some of you’re beautiful Quotes:

“You were almost there… just one more step and you would’ve found me.” – Shin Woo

“Even in a place where reporters and fans don’t chase after me, why is a pig chasing me?” – Tae Kyung

“I told myself I couldn’t see you, but you’re someone who draws the eye. But if I see you, it hurts and makes things tough for me. After only living at the convent, I came to live in this land of stars and was hit by electricity and lost my senses. I flew up right into the heavens and then crashed down to the ground. Fireworks exploded in my head and in one moment a thundering rainstorm crashed down on me. Since I’ve left this star-land, I saw the path I am to live. I would have to leave the star-land and just watch it from afar. If I see the brightest-shining star close up, it’s so blinding to the eyes that it hurts. That is why I am going to go far away.” – Mi Nam

“Don’t be anywhere where I can’t see you!” – Tae Kyung

“Then I can’t hold on to you. I wanted to be able to see you well when you came back, so I was trying to see even in the dark. Every day, I even ate the carrots and spinach I hate, because I worried that I might lose you in the dark. Because I didn’t want to lose you. But I can’t even hold on to you when I can see you well.” – Tae Kyung

“I bet you didn’t let her go, you shoved her away. Letting go is only something you can say when you’ve held on till the end. Have you held on to her? What you saw in Japan was me holding on to her till the very end. It must have looked pathetic and laughable to you, but because I took it all the way, I could let her go. You didn’t do that, did you? You just stood there in your place and didn’t think of following her when she said it was hard, didn’t you? Fine, keep preserving your pride and stand there until she runs far away, mighty Hwang Tae-kyung.” – Shin Woo

“It’s not a crime to like someone.” – Jeremy

“You’re listening now, aren’t you? It’s so bright here, and your side is so dark that I can’t see you. Please, don’t be where I can’t see you! Come to where I can see you. Give permission to let me see you.” – Tae Kyung

“Even so, the moon has its uses. Rather than pointlessly brightening up an already bright day, it gives light on a dark night. Isn’t that useful?” – Mi Nam

“I’m going to keep telling you, so listen good every day. I love you.” – Tae Kyung

“When I thought you were a guy, I was okay with it. When I found out you were a girl, I was okay with it. But if you like him, I can’t be okay with it. Why? Why wasn’t it me? I told you about my treasure bus, and I let you close to Jolie and I was going to sing a song only for you. Why don’t you like me?” – Jeremy
“He’s like a bright, shining star. When I receive that light, I feel brighter and also darker. When it’s bright I get my hopes up, and when it darkens I feel disappointment. I hate myself for this and feel ashamed.” – Mi Nam

“Seeing how you worried about me even though you were that sick, you seem to have some loyalty. Seeing you enduring through it, you’ve also got some spirit. I haven’t wanted to accept you and wanted to reject you, but because of this, I’m accepting you. I’m on the same team as you now, so I feel a duty to look after you, and I’ll take responsibility for your affairs, too.” – Tae Kyung
“I don’t want to admit it, but I’ve been dumped. Believing that she would come back when she was feeling better was my delusion. Pig-Rabbit looked totally fine. I was the only one hanging on. Before things get any worse, I’d better reply that I’m okay.” – Tae Kyung

“I see you very well right now. You can’t see me because it’s too bright, can you? When I couldn’t see you, were you always crying like that?” – Tae Kyung

“We’re one team now. You said you came here today because you didn’t want anyone to be hurt. If that’s what you want, then keep acting as a man through the end. Even if you want to quit now, we can’t let that happen. We’ll take responsibility for you, so you take responsibility for us, too.” – Tae Kyung

“You can’t even see anything properly! You’re well-off on your own, so bright on your own that those around you can’t see in the dark! You can’t see anything properly and you don’t know anything, so why are you acting like this? Why are you angry with me, who’s just trying to endure? Just leave me in the dark. Who asked for you to look at me?” – Mi Nam

“Yes, because of this song, my mother was abandoned. You were also abandoned by your mother, so you must been very hurt. But my mother also felt such a huge pain that she gave birth to me alone and died. ‘Go make friends?’ How could I make friends with your mother? Are you so busy thinking only of yourself that you cannot bother to see anything else? I’m sorry that I knew about your mother and didn’t say anything. You looked so sad that I could not let on that I knew. I’m sorry that I knew you were remaking my father’s song and didn’t say anything. I did not know the story behind it. You told me not to show myself to you. But it’s hard for me to see you, too. That’s why I’m going far away, where I won’t be seen. So there will be no reason for us to feel pain as we see each other any longer.” – Mi Nyeo

“When I’ve disliked a person in the past, I kept disliking them, because they kept doing things I disliked. I disliked you from the moment I saw you, and sure enough you did the thing I hate most. It’s clear that you’ll keep doing things I hate and that I’ll keep hating you. So that forgiveness you talk about won’t happen now, or ever.” – Tae Kyung

“That writer wrote, ‘Everyone who doesn’t love is guilty.’ That means that anyone who loves, no matter who they love, is guiltless.” – Jeremy

“I’m going to keep telling you, so listen good every day. I love you.” – Tae Kyung

“We’re one team now. You said you came here today because you didn’t want anyone to be hurt. If that’s what you want, then keep acting as a man through the end. Even if you want to quit now, we can’t let that happen. We’ll take responsibility for you, so you take responsibility for us, too.” – Tae Kyung

“Even though I haven’t confessed to her yet, I feel like I’ve been rejected a hundred times already.” – Shin Woo

Jeremy and Mi nam/mi nyeo

Shin woo and Minam/minyeo

Hwang tea kyung(jang guen suk) and Minam


Time And Love

Time And Love

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,
“Richness, can you take me with you?”
Richness answered, “No, I can’t. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you.”

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. “Vanity, please help me!”
“I can’t help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat,” Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, “Sadness, let me go with you.”
“Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!”

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, “Come, Love, I will take you.” It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder,’

Love asked Knowledge, another elder, “Who helped me?”
“It was Time,” Knowledge answered.
“Time?” asked Love. “But why did Time help me?”
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, “Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is.”

“Don’t rush in love, because God will reveal that love in the right time”

Breaking in silence

Breaking in silence

It hurts to love someone when you can’t tell what you really feel.

Because sometimes…

we get hurt w/0 them knowing..

we get jealous w/o the right to feel that way..

we want their time w/o being in the position to demand for it..

Until our heart’s breaking in silence.

But despite it..

we continue to love because somehow in this hurtful love…

there’s still the hope of having simple moments w/ them..

even if it means being JUST FRIENDS….

Dedicated to Coldred.. and all of my friends out there…

Di kayo nag iisa… Andito din ako..



I am the girl that you once knew
I am the girl who now hates you
I am the girl who kicked and screamed
I am the girl who you demeaned
I am the girl who bit and swore
I am the girl that you hurt more
I am the girl who tried to fight back
I am the girl forced to pack
I am the girl made to leave
I am the girl that you now grieve
I am the girl that you once knew
I am the girl who now hates you

I am the girl who never lied
I am the girl, that because of you

catharyne walton



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