Adik Sayo!!!

You’re beautiful syndrome (the never ending fantasy)

Yes poh! hindi ko na ipagakakaila pah, adik poh ako.. adik sa mukhang ito, wala naman sigurong masama mangarap di ba? wahehehe(masama lang talaga ang tama ko sa kanya). nalaman ko nalang na din na ko makakain, makatulog at makapag-isip ng maayos dahil sa kanya, nasisisra na buhay ko, muntik ko ng hiwalayan boyfriend ko(wah… maawa ka naman!!!). sa tingin ninyo, ano bang nagyayari sa akin??? Tulong!!!!!!!, Pero bago ang lahat ipakikilala ko muna sya sa inyung lahat….. Shing… Shing… tadah…. siya poh si Jang Guen suk, soulmate ko(sa panaginip!!!). bagong talent ko.. este, bagong kinababaliwan ko… know why?? hmmm… wala lang gusto ko lang ang role nya sa Korean Dramang You’re/he’s beautiful… hmmm.. sira ata ulo ko… wehehehe… wala lang talaga gusto ko kasi ang pagiging cold hearted nya, mayabang, mapagmataas, masungit, mayaman, singer, model, gwapo at mahal ko… sabi nga ng boyfriend ko…

BF: ano ba nakita mo dyan, di ka papansinin nyan, di kayo bagay mas bagay tayo (feeling!!!!)

Ako:(masama tingin sa kanya, parang lalamunin ng buhay) Ano ba paki-alam mo, eh gusto ko sya kasya sayo, so.. pasensya ka, ano hiwalay nalang tayo?(Galit talaga ako!!!)

BF:(Malungkot) sorry na… joke lang yun, kaw naman.. labs kita kahit labs mo yan… sorry nah..

Ako:(di pa rin tutuwa) ok… cge hanap tayo ng mga cd nya..

Ayun.. bili agad ny Dvd, palaging sinasayang ang Oras paka makita lang siya sa Internet…(para na ako sira)… sabi nila lilipas din yan.. pero bakit baliw pa rin ako sa kanya.. arggg.. (itigil mo na to, baliw ka na)… at ngayong gusto ko lang ishare ang kagwapuhan nya.. sana di kayo mainis…. Yeboy!!! shing.. shing!!!..

Here are some Pictures:

Jang Guen Suk as(hwang Tae kyung)


Yeh Boy.. I lab Yah.. Mwuah… Shing.. shing.. shing…

Some of you’re beautiful Quotes:

“You were almost there… just one more step and you would’ve found me.” – Shin Woo

“Even in a place where reporters and fans don’t chase after me, why is a pig chasing me?” – Tae Kyung

“I told myself I couldn’t see you, but you’re someone who draws the eye. But if I see you, it hurts and makes things tough for me. After only living at the convent, I came to live in this land of stars and was hit by electricity and lost my senses. I flew up right into the heavens and then crashed down to the ground. Fireworks exploded in my head and in one moment a thundering rainstorm crashed down on me. Since I’ve left this star-land, I saw the path I am to live. I would have to leave the star-land and just watch it from afar. If I see the brightest-shining star close up, it’s so blinding to the eyes that it hurts. That is why I am going to go far away.” – Mi Nam

“Don’t be anywhere where I can’t see you!” – Tae Kyung

“Then I can’t hold on to you. I wanted to be able to see you well when you came back, so I was trying to see even in the dark. Every day, I even ate the carrots and spinach I hate, because I worried that I might lose you in the dark. Because I didn’t want to lose you. But I can’t even hold on to you when I can see you well.” – Tae Kyung

“I bet you didn’t let her go, you shoved her away. Letting go is only something you can say when you’ve held on till the end. Have you held on to her? What you saw in Japan was me holding on to her till the very end. It must have looked pathetic and laughable to you, but because I took it all the way, I could let her go. You didn’t do that, did you? You just stood there in your place and didn’t think of following her when she said it was hard, didn’t you? Fine, keep preserving your pride and stand there until she runs far away, mighty Hwang Tae-kyung.” – Shin Woo

“It’s not a crime to like someone.” – Jeremy

“You’re listening now, aren’t you? It’s so bright here, and your side is so dark that I can’t see you. Please, don’t be where I can’t see you! Come to where I can see you. Give permission to let me see you.” – Tae Kyung

“Even so, the moon has its uses. Rather than pointlessly brightening up an already bright day, it gives light on a dark night. Isn’t that useful?” – Mi Nam

“I’m going to keep telling you, so listen good every day. I love you.” – Tae Kyung

“When I thought you were a guy, I was okay with it. When I found out you were a girl, I was okay with it. But if you like him, I can’t be okay with it. Why? Why wasn’t it me? I told you about my treasure bus, and I let you close to Jolie and I was going to sing a song only for you. Why don’t you like me?” – Jeremy
“He’s like a bright, shining star. When I receive that light, I feel brighter and also darker. When it’s bright I get my hopes up, and when it darkens I feel disappointment. I hate myself for this and feel ashamed.” – Mi Nam

“Seeing how you worried about me even though you were that sick, you seem to have some loyalty. Seeing you enduring through it, you’ve also got some spirit. I haven’t wanted to accept you and wanted to reject you, but because of this, I’m accepting you. I’m on the same team as you now, so I feel a duty to look after you, and I’ll take responsibility for your affairs, too.” – Tae Kyung
“I don’t want to admit it, but I’ve been dumped. Believing that she would come back when she was feeling better was my delusion. Pig-Rabbit looked totally fine. I was the only one hanging on. Before things get any worse, I’d better reply that I’m okay.” – Tae Kyung

“I see you very well right now. You can’t see me because it’s too bright, can you? When I couldn’t see you, were you always crying like that?” – Tae Kyung

“We’re one team now. You said you came here today because you didn’t want anyone to be hurt. If that’s what you want, then keep acting as a man through the end. Even if you want to quit now, we can’t let that happen. We’ll take responsibility for you, so you take responsibility for us, too.” – Tae Kyung

“You can’t even see anything properly! You’re well-off on your own, so bright on your own that those around you can’t see in the dark! You can’t see anything properly and you don’t know anything, so why are you acting like this? Why are you angry with me, who’s just trying to endure? Just leave me in the dark. Who asked for you to look at me?” – Mi Nam

“Yes, because of this song, my mother was abandoned. You were also abandoned by your mother, so you must been very hurt. But my mother also felt such a huge pain that she gave birth to me alone and died. ‘Go make friends?’ How could I make friends with your mother? Are you so busy thinking only of yourself that you cannot bother to see anything else? I’m sorry that I knew about your mother and didn’t say anything. You looked so sad that I could not let on that I knew. I’m sorry that I knew you were remaking my father’s song and didn’t say anything. I did not know the story behind it. You told me not to show myself to you. But it’s hard for me to see you, too. That’s why I’m going far away, where I won’t be seen. So there will be no reason for us to feel pain as we see each other any longer.” – Mi Nyeo

“When I’ve disliked a person in the past, I kept disliking them, because they kept doing things I disliked. I disliked you from the moment I saw you, and sure enough you did the thing I hate most. It’s clear that you’ll keep doing things I hate and that I’ll keep hating you. So that forgiveness you talk about won’t happen now, or ever.” – Tae Kyung

“That writer wrote, ‘Everyone who doesn’t love is guilty.’ That means that anyone who loves, no matter who they love, is guiltless.” – Jeremy

“I’m going to keep telling you, so listen good every day. I love you.” – Tae Kyung

“We’re one team now. You said you came here today because you didn’t want anyone to be hurt. If that’s what you want, then keep acting as a man through the end. Even if you want to quit now, we can’t let that happen. We’ll take responsibility for you, so you take responsibility for us, too.” – Tae Kyung

“Even though I haven’t confessed to her yet, I feel like I’ve been rejected a hundred times already.” – Shin Woo

Jeremy and Mi nam/mi nyeo

Shin woo and Minam/minyeo

Hwang tea kyung(jang guen suk) and Minam

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How to Control your Emotions

This is a guide on how to control your emotions towards your better-half, friends, officemates and all the people around you, especially your “boss“. The rules of practicing “ugaling langit, ugaling kaaya-aya” :

#1

Ang naunang magalit ang may karapatang magalit. Pag naunahan ka na ng galit niya, tumahimik ka na lang muna.

#2
Walang taong nag-aaway mag-isa. Pag hindi kayo sumagot o pumatol, titigil din daw ang taong nakikipag-away sa inyo.

#3
Ang taong galit, ‘bingi.’ If someone is angry, wala raw pinakikinggan, so, don’t try to explain and fight back. Hindi ka niya iintindihin dahil wala siyang naririnig kundi ang sarili nya.

#4
Ang taong galit, ‘abnoy.’ Ayon sa pastor, Biblical daw ito? because the Lord said when He was crucified, “Father, patawarin mo sila dahil hindi nila alam ang kanilang ginagawa.” Modern term for these kinds of people are abnoys, so you better not get angry para huwag kang matawag na abnoy.

You should also know and realize that the persons who made your day bad are jewels, because you need them for you to mature. Hangga’t andyan daw sila at kinaiinisan mo, ibig sabihin, immature ka pa. God will not take away those people; it’s for you to take away your bad feelings towards them. You’ll know na mature ka na pag dumating ‘yung time na hindi ka na naiinis sa mga taong ito because you have learned to accept them and to have patience with them.

#5

Finally, the best part of this is to tell yourself na, because of this person, “I will grow mature,” and that DAHIL SA CONTRIBUTION NIYA SA MATURITY MO, KUKUNIN DIN SYA NI LORD.

“The biggest inhibitor to change lies within ourselves and that nothing gets better until we change…”

P.s: Pasensya na kung parang may sira ako ngayun… paminsan-minsan lang po ito.. kaya magsaya po tayo..

What the F***

what the hell with this woman? is she insane? parang nagtatapon lang nag basura sa ilog.  kung sya kaya ang itapon ko dun para malaman nya kung anu ang pakiramdam, hindi ko sinasadyang mapanood ang video na ito ngayon, at nainis talaga ako… di man lang nya narinig ang pag-iyak ng mga tutang ito para sa kanilang buhay…… walang hiya talaga… kampon ng demonyo… agggggggg 😡 …

at ito pang isa… siguro galing sa mental to, at bigla nya nalang nilagay sa basurahan ang pusa… ay naku nasan ba ang mga puso ninyo.. argggg.. babae pa naman kau.. dapat mas malambot puso nyo sa mga ganyan… nakakakainis(kamuka pa ng pusang yan ang pusa kung si “hutaro” )… arggggg…. kung pwede lang talaga mangkulam ng tao.. argggg.. Lord bless this persons heart… maawa naman sana sila, sa musmus na buhay ng mga hayop…

Masahol pa kayo sa hayop… argggg.. tumatas dugo ko sa inyu…

Lord’s Day

Giving you praise Oh, Lord

Am I happy? YES!.. Feel Bless? YES!.. In love? YES!..  all of this is dedicated to the almighty God, One Lord Forever and ever.

Last Saturday, September 4, 2010. Ay isa sa pinaka masayang araw sa buhay ko, dahil ipinagdiwang namin ang araw ng panginoon(LORD’S DAY). Ang Venue ay sa Gawad Kalinga Site. Ito ang kauna-unahang araw ko bilang isang ganap na “Singles for Christ”. That day was so wonderful… Puno ng praising kay Lord at pasasalamat, Dahil pinagsama-sama nya kaming mga Alagad nya, . I am not a holy person kahit sabihing kasali na ako sa community na ito… I will always be a sinner seeking for forgiveness and love from our Lord. Bakit naisipan Kung sumali dito? First of all, hindi ko talaga intension na sumali sa mga ganitong services, kaya lang nahihiya ako sa co-officemate ko na tumanggi tutal nasimulan ko na naman? And the best part is natapos ko ito at naka graduate ako(mahirap din yun 12 sunday kaya ang ginugol ko.), mahirap talaga lalo na kung wala talaga ang puso mo sa ginagawa mo, andun yung time na halos sumuko kana dahil sa dami nga mga harassments na dumadating sa buhay mo, and isa pang nakakapanghina ng loob ay, yung dinajudge ka na ng family mo. But someone’s pulling me up and telling me not to give up. At alam ko si Lord yun, sabi nga nila kapag napapalapit ang loob mo sa panginoon, ay gagawa talaga ng paraan ang demonyo para manghina ka emotionally and spiritually. And I’m happy dahil sa lahat ng nangyaring gulo sa buhay ko ay hindi parin ako nawawalan ng lakas upang bumangon, dahil alam ko na nanjan lang si Lord sa puso ko. Kaya ng nung Lord’s Day ay taos-puso akung nagpapasalamat sa kanya, at kahit hindi ko lubusang mapapangako na maging isang mabutig individual ay susubukan ko parin para lang sa ikasasaya ng ating paginoon, may nagagawa man ako minsan na hindi maganda, sisiguraduhin ko naman na doble ang kabutihang magagawa ko(holy.. holy… holy…)

LORD THANK YOU FOR THE LOVE AND GUIDANCE, FOR ME, TO MY FAMILY AND FRIEND. PLEASE FORGIVE US FOR THE TRESPASSES AND FOR THE WRONG DOING THAT WE DONE. YOU ARE THE MOST KIND AND LOVING FATHER AND YOU DESERVE TO BE PRAISE AND TO BE SERVING BY US…MAY YOUR HOLY NAME BE REMEMBER IN EVERYTHING WE DO… AMEN

I’m not saying I’m holy, I will always be a sinner that will repent and ask forgiveness to our holy father.


JUDGE ME AND KILL ME

HALLER!!!!!!!

Have you felt the feeling of being surrounded by so many friends but completely being alone? Yung feeling na parang sa sobra-sobrang dami ng tao sa paligid mo, pero parang mag-isa ka lang, naghahanap ng makakaintindi sayo, yung iintindihin ka ng boung puso at walang halong kaplastikan. Yung tipong nasasakal ka sa dami ng mga concerns kaso hindi ka pala nila naiintindihan. Then you came to the point, asking yourself… who’s my friends here? Are there any? Then you found yourself being caught in the situation that silence is your best answer. Because every time they ask what is wrong, you’ll realize that it’s useless to answer, were in the first place… trying to explain something that you know they’ll never understand. What’s the use of admitting or denying something if in the first place you were already judge!? What’s the use of explaining what you feel if they don’t want understand (they should try to put their feet on my shoes). Minsan niiisip ko na sana ibang tao nlang ako… not the person I am now, minsan naiingit ako sa mga tao na nasasabi nila kung ano ang gusto nila na hindi iniintindi ang sasabihin ng iba, at kung may  masasaktan man sa sila. Minsan mahirap kasi na palagi ka nalang umiintindi sa damdamin ng iba kaso, pag ikaw naman ang nangangailangan ng intindi di ka nila na maintindihan… PRANING BA KAYO LAHAT!!!!

I wish you would understand me, I can’t be someone you all what me to become. Minsan gusto ko rin maintindihan nyu ako… yung hindi nyo ako huhusgahan kaagad… at please stop being nice to me while your stabbing me at my back. I need real people, real feeling, real concerns, and real love. Kung ayaw nyo ta;aga sa akin… just talk to me straight and leave me alone…. FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JUST KILL ME IF THAT WHAT MAKES ALL OF YOU HAPPY!!!


NO TO Tambucho Killing

Horrors of tambucho gassing of unwanted dogs

In city and municipal pounds across the country, they are and have been using a horrifying method of putting down unclaimed and unwanted dogs.

Just recently, the Department of Agriculture enacted an Administrative Order which allows for the inhumane “tambucho-gassing method” of dogs (and even cats).

The procedure starts with seven to ten dogs manhandled and stuffed in a metal box that they seal. The dogs as one can imagine howl and wail in panic and fear, scratching the walls of the box, and each other. A hose is connected from a vehicle’s exhaust pipe (tambucho) to the metal box. The vehicle revs its engine continuously for 10 to 15 minutes, emitting poisonous fumes, sending the dogs to a maddening frenzy, whimpering and howling, feeling every bit of pain possible.

Then… silence. Death.

A monthly average of 200 unclaimed stray dogs are put to death in city pounds across the Philippines. Multiply that average by the number of Philippine cities of 138, and you would have 27,600 that need to be euthanized every month. The tambucho killing method is currently being done on a weekly basis in some provinces with the use of improvised gas chambers. Some of these allow the gas to leak, making it a longer, more painful torture. Sometimes, the dogs are in the metal box, crying for help for an hour.

It’s upsetting how the Committee on Animal Welfare (CAW) allowed for the inclusion of “tambucho killing” in the Administrative Order (AO) on Euthanasia of Animals which was approved by the Department of Agriculture last June. The AO states that this is an accepted and legal method of euthanasia.

Organizations like Animal Kingdom Foundation (AKF), Compassion and Responsibility for Animals (CARA) and The Philippine Animal Welfare Society (PAWS), among others, have been vehemently objecting to the inclusion of gassing throughout the deliberations of the CAW up to the public hearing in May 2009. They continue to fight and are urging the public to join them.

Euthanasia means “good death.” Where is the good in this? Is it good because it costs less and it augurs well for the city or municipality”s budget?

See more on: http://ph.yfittopostblog.com/2010/08/03/horrors-of-tambucho-gassing-of-unwanted-dogs/comment-page-2/#comment-118149

Napakasakit isipin  na ganito sila kasama sa mga hayop na yun, pet lover ako.. I love my pet, I treat them as my own Family, kahit nga papa ko  inaaway ko kapag nkikita ko pinapalo nya mga alaga ko… kapag may hindi siya nagustuhan na ginagawa nila, so how can they do this kind of cruelty to the animals? CAW-(Committee on Animal Welfare) animal walfare pa naman kayo, hindi na kayo naawa sa kanila. Please I’m begging for a small amount of your conscience, kahit kunti lang po, maawa kayo, gumawa kayo ng ibang paraan. Not the tambucho killing, iniisip ko palang panu mag maka-awa ang aso sa buhay nila ay nasasaktan na ako, hindi kinakaya ng damdamin ko ang mga nagyayari sa kanila. Kaya kahit kaunting awa lang po.

Please to all blogger’s out there… let’s help these animals… lets us protect them from the cruelty of some people hope you sign this petition: http://www.thepetitionsite.com/1/tambucho-gassing-is-not-euthanasia

Kahit ditto man lang makatulong  tayo… I can’t bear it talaga, napakasama nito. God made us to be the Shephered of his creation. Not to destruct them.

HELP!!!HELP!!! HELP!!!

Please.. lets free them from cruelty, let them live as humans

Take my Hand Lord

Depression

Depression is when you hate everyone around
Depression is when you don’t want to make a sound
Depression is when all you want to do is cry
Depression is when you feel like you’re dying inside
Depression is when you thoughts wonder all the time
Depression is when you can’t sleep even though you’re tired
Depression is when you don’t want to go on
Depression is when you can’t stop shaking outside
Depression is when you hide who you are
Depression is when you put on a mask to hide what you feel
Depression is when you feel weak all the time
Depression is when you give in to everything around
Depression is when you don’t care what happens anymore

Depression is just another day in my life

jess jayne


Super depress ako last week(until now), can’t believe na mangyayari sa akin ang mga bagay na un in that week. Ang dami nangyaring Revelation of secret, betrayal of friends, heart to heart talk, crying over2x (like river talaga). Parang galit na galit sa akin si GOD (sorry Lord). So hirap talaga, it’s killing me inside (buti nalang buhay pa ako). But then need to move on, I’ve learn my lesson that week… those tiring days… those stupid nights… ahahaha… I’m so stupid sometimes talaga… next time dapat carefull na ako in my every actions and the words I say (but I’m human and not perfect). So if ever meron akung nasaktan, merong nagalit, at may nagagalit pa rin sa akin… I’M SORRY!!!! I’M REALLY REALLY SORRY!!! Hope you understand. I’m not perfect guys… I’m just being stupid, pathetic, useless and being true to myself (what I feel)… so I’m really sorry!!!! … and hope you understand.. I need space to breath… time to heal…(oh diba drama ko…) . If I could do something to change the past sana ginawa ko na di ba, if sana totoo ang time machine I would never let that incident happen, I won’t do stupid and careless things, and I should stop that stupid heart…

I’M SORRY… I’M SORRY… I’M SORRY!!!!!!!!!!


“Every evening I turn my worries over to God.  He’s going to be up all night anyway.”
“God understands our prayers even when we can’t find the words to say them. “


Trust

Trust

How can I trust someone if that someone has broken my trust,
My heart is empty,
Its cold as ice,
As it reach to break,
It leaks out of water,
That water drips and slips away,
That trust,
That moment,
All within those you have broken,
I may not trust you or your friends but that don’t mean we can’t be friends,
Just friends without that trust,
You have to work your trust with me,
You have to make me understand why should I ever trust you again,
You have to repair that broken trust,
You have to work hard,
That don’t mean be hateful towards me,
Just show me that I can trust you once more.


jesse swigart

Now tell me how would i trust you again…? if you broken my trust not even once but twice…


Friend In Love ako

Friend In Love ako sayo!!!

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn’t?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn’t?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He’s only a friend, and nothing else–
That’s the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he’s just a bud,
But deep inside, you’re falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn’t right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretned that you don’t care.
It’s “not right” for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he’s just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it’s “wrong” for him to know.
Your friendship can’t be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish…

Always on One-sided love… hirap noh? You hate that feeling diba? Kaso wala kang magagawa… minsan gusto mo siya makasama kaso iba gusto nya makasama, gusto mo sya maka-usap kaso iba kausap nya… at sa tuwing tinititigan mo sya iba naman tinitignan nya… maiisip mo nalang na napaka swerte ng taong nagpapatibok ng puso nya… napakahirap sa puso diba? You’re always wishing for that persons love everyday, kaso hindi naman natutupad… ang sakit, sobrang sakit.. sasabihin ng iba go move on.. makakahanap ka rin ng iba… kaso madali sabihin.. ang hirap gawin.. nakakainis… iisipin mo nalang na sana di mo nalang siya minahal.. kaso wala kang magagawa kasi, nagpakatanga ang puso mo…(arrrgggggggggg!!!!!!!! shit naman heart oh).

Should I smile because we are friends? Or cry because we’ll never be anything more?


I hate It!

I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car.

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots,

and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme.

I hate it, I hate the way you’re always right.

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you’re not around,

and the fact that you didn’t call.

But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you.

Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

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