Have you felt the feeling of being surrounded by so many friends but completely being alone? Yung feeling na parang sa sobra-sobrang dami ng tao sa paligid mo, pero parang mag-isa ka lang, naghahanap ng makakaintindi sayo, yung iintindihin ka ng boung puso at walang halong kaplastikan. Yung tipong nasasakal ka sa dami ng mga concerns kaso hindi ka pala nila naiintindihan. Then you came to the point, asking yourself… who’s my friends here? Are there any? Then you found yourself being caught in the situation that silence is your best answer. Because every time they ask what is wrong, you’ll realize that it’s useless to answer, were in the first place… trying to explain something that you know they’ll never understand. What’s the use of admitting or denying something if in the first place you were already judge!? What’s the use of explaining what you feel if they don’t want understand (they should try to put their feet on my shoes). Minsan niiisip ko na sana ibang tao nlang ako… not the person I am now, minsan naiingit ako sa mga tao na nasasabi nila kung ano ang gusto nila na hindi iniintindi ang sasabihin ng iba, at kung may  masasaktan man sa sila. Minsan mahirap kasi na palagi ka nalang umiintindi sa damdamin ng iba kaso, pag ikaw naman ang nangangailangan ng intindi di ka nila na maintindihan… PRANING BA KAYO LAHAT!!!!

I wish you would understand me, I can’t be someone you all what me to become. Minsan gusto ko rin maintindihan nyu ako… yung hindi nyo ako huhusgahan kaagad… at please stop being nice to me while your stabbing me at my back. I need real people, real feeling, real concerns, and real love. Kung ayaw nyo ta;aga sa akin… just talk to me straight and leave me alone…. FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






You died on the cross
My life you saved at all cost
You showed me the way
Now I offer myself to you
I want to be with you evermore

Lord I wanna be in heaven with you
Right by your side ill stay
Worshipping you all day
I will live and die for you
Anything I will do
For heaven is here in my heart

Heaven is here
Heaven is here
For heaven is here in my heart

Valentine Roses

Valentine Roses

Red roses were her favourites, her name was also Rose.
And every year her husband sent them, tied with pretty bows.
The year he died, the roses were delivered to her door.
The card said, “Be my Valentine,” like all the years before.

Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say,
“I love you even more this year, than last year on this day.”
“My love for you will always grow, with every passing year.”
She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear.

She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day.
Her loving husband did not know that he would pass away.
He always liked to do things early, way before the time.
Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine.

She trimmed the stems, and placed them in a very special vase.
Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face.
She would sit for hours, in her husband’s favourite chair.
While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there.

A year went by, and it was hard to live without her mate.
With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate.
Then, the very hour, as on Valentines before,
The doorbell rang, and there were roses, sitting by her door

She brought the roses in, and then just looked at them in shock.
Then, went to get the telephone, to call the florist shop.
The owner answered, and she asked him, if he would explain,
Why would someone do this to her, causing her such pain?

“I know your husband passed away, more than a year ago,”
The owner said, “I knew you’d call, and you would want to know.”
“The flowers you received today, were paid for in advance.”
“Your husband always planned ahead, he left nothing to chance.”

“There is a standing order that I have on file down here
And he has paid, well in advance, you’ll get them every year.
There also is another thing, that I think you should know,
He wrote a special little card…he did these years ago.”

“Then, should ever, I find out that he’s no longer here,
That’s the card…that should be sent, to you the following year.”
She thanked him and hung up the phone, her tears now flowing hard.
Her fingers shaking, as she slowly reached to get the card.

Inside the card, she saw that he had written her a note.
Then, as she stared in total silence, this is what he wrote…
“Hello my love, I know it’s been a year since I’ve been gone,
I hope it hasn’t been too hard for you to overcome.”

“I know it must be lonely, and the pain is very real.
For if it was the other way, I know how I would feel.
The love we shared made everything so beautiful in life.
I loved you more than words can say, you were the perfect wife.”

“You were my friend and lover, you fulfilled my every need.
I know it’s only been a year, but please try not to grieve.
I want you to be happy, even when you shed your tears.
That is why the roses will be sent to you for years.”

“When you get these roses, think of all the happiness,
That we had together, and how both of us were blessed.
I have always loved you and I know I always will.
But, my love, you must go on, you have some living still.”

“Please…try to find happiness, while living out your days.
I know it is not easy, but I hope you find some ways.
The roses will come every year, and they will only stop,
When your door’s not answered, when the florist stops to knock.”

“He will come five times that day, in case you have gone out.
But after his last visit, he will know without a doubt,
To take the roses to the place, where I’ve instructed him,
And place the roses where we are, together once again.”

NO TO Tambucho Killing

Horrors of tambucho gassing of unwanted dogs

In city and municipal pounds across the country, they are and have been using a horrifying method of putting down unclaimed and unwanted dogs.

Just recently, the Department of Agriculture enacted an Administrative Order which allows for the inhumane “tambucho-gassing method” of dogs (and even cats).

The procedure starts with seven to ten dogs manhandled and stuffed in a metal box that they seal. The dogs as one can imagine howl and wail in panic and fear, scratching the walls of the box, and each other. A hose is connected from a vehicle’s exhaust pipe (tambucho) to the metal box. The vehicle revs its engine continuously for 10 to 15 minutes, emitting poisonous fumes, sending the dogs to a maddening frenzy, whimpering and howling, feeling every bit of pain possible.

Then… silence. Death.

A monthly average of 200 unclaimed stray dogs are put to death in city pounds across the Philippines. Multiply that average by the number of Philippine cities of 138, and you would have 27,600 that need to be euthanized every month. The tambucho killing method is currently being done on a weekly basis in some provinces with the use of improvised gas chambers. Some of these allow the gas to leak, making it a longer, more painful torture. Sometimes, the dogs are in the metal box, crying for help for an hour.

It’s upsetting how the Committee on Animal Welfare (CAW) allowed for the inclusion of “tambucho killing” in the Administrative Order (AO) on Euthanasia of Animals which was approved by the Department of Agriculture last June. The AO states that this is an accepted and legal method of euthanasia.

Organizations like Animal Kingdom Foundation (AKF), Compassion and Responsibility for Animals (CARA) and The Philippine Animal Welfare Society (PAWS), among others, have been vehemently objecting to the inclusion of gassing throughout the deliberations of the CAW up to the public hearing in May 2009. They continue to fight and are urging the public to join them.

Euthanasia means “good death.” Where is the good in this? Is it good because it costs less and it augurs well for the city or municipality”s budget?

See more on: http://ph.yfittopostblog.com/2010/08/03/horrors-of-tambucho-gassing-of-unwanted-dogs/comment-page-2/#comment-118149

Napakasakit isipin  na ganito sila kasama sa mga hayop na yun, pet lover ako.. I love my pet, I treat them as my own Family, kahit nga papa ko  inaaway ko kapag nkikita ko pinapalo nya mga alaga ko… kapag may hindi siya nagustuhan na ginagawa nila, so how can they do this kind of cruelty to the animals? CAW-(Committee on Animal Welfare) animal walfare pa naman kayo, hindi na kayo naawa sa kanila. Please I’m begging for a small amount of your conscience, kahit kunti lang po, maawa kayo, gumawa kayo ng ibang paraan. Not the tambucho killing, iniisip ko palang panu mag maka-awa ang aso sa buhay nila ay nasasaktan na ako, hindi kinakaya ng damdamin ko ang mga nagyayari sa kanila. Kaya kahit kaunting awa lang po.

Please to all blogger’s out there… let’s help these animals… lets us protect them from the cruelty of some people hope you sign this petition: http://www.thepetitionsite.com/1/tambucho-gassing-is-not-euthanasia

Kahit ditto man lang makatulong  tayo… I can’t bear it talaga, napakasama nito. God made us to be the Shephered of his creation. Not to destruct them.


Please.. lets free them from cruelty, let them live as humans



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